July, 17 2011

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New Home Boy *mhihihi

heyho, readers! as i told to you before, i have a new home boy on my own. *hooraaaay!
his name is Rizal. yup. and i will tell you how we met.
yeaaaa... i knew him from my friend, @algifenazha who introduce me to him. one day i went top one of mall met my friend and there he is. that day he wore a black tees an blue jeans with simple sneakers. and you know what was kewl that day? he wore a grey knitted hat. hehe.

my first impression? 'wangiiiiii...' and he's quite nice to someone that new for him. he asked me without doubt. felt interested with me, my life. and it was cute.
and until the time to went home, he asked me do i wanna go home with him. and i said yes :)

after that day, we didnt text each other. until he tweeted me one day and asked me to go to fast food rest. and we went there.
after went to that rest, he took me home. he stayed for a while for having a lil chat with me.
and it happens. yeah. that thing.
a kiss.

i dont even know what was on my mind that time. he made all my butterflies wilder.
im losing my mind. yes. it must be.

and from that moment, he officially mine. my new home boy. thanks thanks thanks. it's been two months already. and i wish it wont stop.



Love you, Batman :)

HELLO AGAIN!

oh hi, bloggey! long time no post! i miss to write my feelings aaaaaa looooot!
i'm kinda busy with my new things like; New Office, New Classes, New Boyfriend *YES. It's fresh from the oven!* and so on!

yeah, a si tell you before that i have new office, nah.. it doesnt mean im not a teacher again, but, im moving to other branch. its a new one, Raffles. my partners are Ms Dina and Ms Ayu. theyre good. really nice. :)
and i have three classes now. it's Toddler Potato, Pre K Lettuce and Pre K Broccoli. oh. my. God! theyre sooooo adorabley! i love 'em a lot! hopefully they grow good later at the end of the school year!

and, yeah. there's a new one. a new guy. not the guy that i always posted here before. he's a guy that could make laugh and smile without any reason. his name is Mochammad Rizal a.k.a Rizal, Ciptun, Ical or.. Batman.
yep. from now on he's my new home boy. uh-oh! welcome to my world! :) :) :)

You. *AGAIN??!*

i try hard for forget you. but it seems that Universe wont let me forget you.
Yak, i'm Galau! G A L A U! and once more lets give a standing ovation to him! Someone who i always cry of, laugh of even crazy of. Gah! i do really wish could go off fr you. but could i? Hell no!
wish there's something --or someone-- that could make me forget him. haha!

-------RANDOM!-------

conclusion: I am fat.

First Date

on february, 22.. it must be the most incredible date of my life. *too much*
it was the date we're having First Date.
yup. a First Date.

it was unpredictable at all. monday evening he texted me and asked what will i do on tuesday?
and i said, 'im free, babe.'
with that simple answer he asked me what if we hang out somewhere tomorrow. and of course i said yes.
yes. it is a Date.

on my way to the most famous fast food restaurant, my heart beats so fast.
it beats so fast till i cant hear the beat.
it beats so fast till i can feel it wanna jump out from my mouth.
can you imagine?? IT'S A DATE!!
i'm so nervous till i become so self conscious. ahhh i felt so silly that day..

i know i might be insane. i know i might be silly.
it just like i never had a date before in my life. i really really fall in love with this guy till i cant control my self at all.

and here i am. finally arrived this fast food rest.
i waited him on the corner of this restaurant. waited patiently.
and you texted me, 'i'm on my way'. and i became more and more nervous! heart still pumpin so hard, my hands are shaking, and all the silly things!
then i saw you, through the door fastly. lookin for my table.
and when you saw me, youre waving you hand and sit next to me.

you ordered two cheeseburgers and two coke *yes. i still remember* , for me and for you. and then we chat, share all about life and thought.
you told me about the youth silliness of yours. share about your dream..
at this time i felt like in a time machine that warp all the time when i'm with you. seems like the time goes by so fast when we're together.. ah, i love this time warping when i'm with you..

it became late night and you decided to took me home.
you drove me home, and you still wanna chilled out with me.
we kept on talking.. and then you suddenly kissed me.
yeah, a smooth and sweet kiss. at that time i felt like flying. fly just like my butterflies inside my stomach. god damn it! i just wanna be like this forever.

and its time to him to go home. i really wanna keep him with me forever, but ha ha of course it cant be happen. he gave me a goodnight kiss. and then he went home.

after he went home, i just still cant believe it just happen. yeah, our first date. that kiss.
is it true, lord? or this is just a dream?

ah, god. tell him that i want him so bad. amen.

you.. ah yes! it's you!!

have you ever fall in love with someone only by hearing his voice?

when the first time you saw him, you're know that he's the one.

just by looking at his eyes. by the way he smile. by the way he laugh.

yes. i have.

it just happen so quickly. when the first time i hear his voice outside i talk to my self,

"god! who has this lovely voice?"

and when he came through the door, i just cant stop my eyes to staring at you.

watch every move you made, adore every joke you told..

yeah, for that moment i knew that i'm fallin in love with you.

time goes by and finally i got your phone number.

we're texting, share about life, thought, and sex.

i know you're a jerk, baby. but i dont know why it just only make me fall deeper with you :(

i'm a stupid. hell yeah.

but i became stupid because of you, babe. and in my case, it still allowed.

the break ups

you started over. over again. just like the old days.
you scream. i scream.
it feels like we're seeing a boxing match.

and then i say. 'enough! i've done with you and your fucking things!!'
you answered it. 'fine! i'm glad you say that!'

we suddenly stopped.
tears come along. you cry, i cry, we both cry like a baby.

you pulled my hand to be close with you.
you hold me tight. and you say 'i'm sorry babe..'


you know.. i will always forgive you.

Us.

i don't know what to post but suddenly i thinking about one thing to share with you bloggey.

as i always (eh.. always?) noticed in this blog i have a boy friend. yeah my REAL boyfriend. well i'll tell you about him and how we met.

it started on 2007 i guess.. he is (maybe) had an open relationship with my bestfriend, @restilarasati. and she introduce me to him. well we're texting for a while and being comfort for each other. it's going with the flow although finally he's gone by the time.

suddenly, on september 2008. he text me again. (yay!!) we keep texting each other sharing our thoughts. and what a coincidence we've got similar interest like kind of music or our excitement in arts. (yay again)

it just go by the time and on novemeber, 14 2008 he asks me if i want to be his girlfriemd and i say yes! (what a happy ending .. lol)

our first date is on Blok M Plaza (yeah.. i know.. lol) we spent our lunch there and watch

"Journey to the center of the earth"

at Hollywood 21 (now hollywood XXI). what a great day! even we have a little argue (our first argue! :'( ) i'm happy with him ♥

we're two years now. cries, laughs, sad, ups and downs, argue.. we've been through it together. even i know i wasn't the best, but i always do my best to you. ad even i do a lot of things that maybe hurt you, you never give up with this relationship and leave me in the middle of the road.

this isn't finish yet baby. whatever i have done to you. i just want you to know that i love you SO MUCH! i always want the best for us.

#galauisme

me + you = us.

november, 14th 2008

i ♥ you @enerjikautis13

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désolé, je ne l'amour d'une personne. maintenant et pour toujours

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IKI

hey readers, i just wanna appreciate this post to this birthday boy..



happy birthday my frog prince! i always wish the best for you.
well, i also preparing a simple gift to him. there it is..

my do-it-yourself simple greeting card..

me with the greeting card. LOL

LOL
sorry i post it a bit late. hehe.. and sorry again if i make it really simply. wish you happy with this :)



XOXO,


echy.

(un)faithful (?)

hey hey bloggey wassup wassup wassuuuppp?
miss me? miss me? hehe. emmmh nggak jg yah kayanyaaaa. haha
maaf baru update lg setelah sekian lama. maklum saya miskin dan berkekurangan. (too much yah..)

well gue mau post ttg love life gue. maaf kalo kalian bosen liat dan baca post gue yg isinya curcol melulu. tp blog satu-satunya tempat gue mencurahkan isi hati dan jadi diri gue sendiri.

pernahkah kalian merasa jatuh cinta pada dua orang? dan berharap bisa mendapatkan keduanya?
disatu sisi lo ga bisa ninggalin dia karena hubungan yg terjalin sekian lama dan lo udah terlalu sayang sama dia. but in the other side, you felt so much love and passion like you never felt before with the other guy.
i dare you ever felt this way like i do.

ga usah munafik.
lo sayang pacar lo tapi pengen ngerasain jalan brg dia.

haha.
klise.

gue tau banget gimana rasanya.


susah bgt buat milih.
but wake up, girls! you're living in a real world.
lo ga bisa seenaknya nyakitin orang, hidup penuh pilihan sulit, tapi lo tetep harus milih.



if i have two hearts in my own, it might be something easy for me.